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Friday, August 21, 2009
Wow... I got through the mother tongue "O" levels... Yea yea, a C5 Ain't Very Good... But, I was expecting an E8 or D7... You can say i was pleased.. This gives me so much motivation... For a subject that i constantly get F9, Getting a C5 is quite eye-opening. What about subjects that i can excel in. what about o levels.. haha... it kinda feels comforting... None the less, i still have to focus for my prelims. My Social Studies And English Paper 1 are both dead.. haha bye byw
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Remember Cartoons??
---Not The Animes Of Course----
Many Of You Think That Cartoons Are Kiddish and You Are too Mature for them... Yes, I agree... It's Kinda Lame, So Much Drama... Blah Blah Blah...
---Not The Animes Of Course----
Many Of You Think That Cartoons Are Kiddish and You Are too Mature for them... Yes, I agree... It's Kinda Lame, So Much Drama... Blah Blah Blah...
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Just A Few Days Ago, I was watching cartoons with my sister... We Stumbled upon cartoon network and it was showing Barbie as princess and the pauper... I told her to change the channel as it was so lame... but as a child, she refused... So i watched it... while watching, i realized something. it actually is kinda nice to watch... Too dramatic but... Somehow, it spoke to me...
All my life i have always thought i was doing the right thing by being true to myself. I thought i was patient with my family for constantly nagging at me.. but at times i thought it was my limit and out of anger i yelled at them... but after watching several of these shows, i realise something... i was not at all patient. My level of patience was actually only around 25% of what is necessary. Though It May Suck, It is my Duty to be a son.
"Duty Means Doing The Things Your Heart May Well Regret"
Haha... so for all these years, i was wrong. I really owe my parents an apology... People may think that how i treat my parents is normal but i just find it bad... Haizz....
See... There are somethings that we forget as we grow up... We may forget the important things that builds our personality and character...
All my life i have always thought i was doing the right thing by being true to myself. I thought i was patient with my family for constantly nagging at me.. but at times i thought it was my limit and out of anger i yelled at them... but after watching several of these shows, i realise something... i was not at all patient. My level of patience was actually only around 25% of what is necessary. Though It May Suck, It is my Duty to be a son.
"Duty Means Doing The Things Your Heart May Well Regret"
Haha... so for all these years, i was wrong. I really owe my parents an apology... People may think that how i treat my parents is normal but i just find it bad... Haizz....
See... There are somethings that we forget as we grow up... We may forget the important things that builds our personality and character...
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Waiting behind the clouds,
Is the sky that's always clear,
And chasing away the doubts,
You watch the sun appear,
It's shining to remind you,
As each new day begins,
There's always hope if you just let it in
I was living in a fantasy,
waiting for somebody to rescue me,
but I've found a way to light the dark.
It was always here inside my heart.
No more fairy tale pretending
I'll make my own happy ending.
There's a star that's shining down on me.
Reflecting everything that I can be.
Every journey starts inside the heart,
and there's no mountain that's too far.
If I set my mind to it,
whatever it is, I can do it.
Is the sky that's always clear,
And chasing away the doubts,
You watch the sun appear,
It's shining to remind you,
As each new day begins,
There's always hope if you just let it in
I was living in a fantasy,
waiting for somebody to rescue me,
but I've found a way to light the dark.
It was always here inside my heart.
No more fairy tale pretending
I'll make my own happy ending.
There's a star that's shining down on me.
Reflecting everything that I can be.
Every journey starts inside the heart,
and there's no mountain that's too far.
If I set my mind to it,
whatever it is, I can do it.
I got All These From The Same Show... So Much i have Forgotten... Haizz.. So Much to catch up on. Hope i have enlightened some of you...
Friday, August 14, 2009
Its is not impossible for you to achieve that grade jiayang.. Nothing is impossible... In Secondary 2 And 3 i wasn't performing up to standard too...l1r5 was pretty high.. I didn't really care much about studies till sec4 mid term. Seriously, i rarely did an revision for my studies at all, just homework... After that, i would just be watching tv or playing the computer. When The Mid term started, i started to panic. So, I put my heart into studying the FULL subject for the exam on the next day,
(E.g. If Tmr is Chem, I Will Study The Whole CHem Textbook)
I Scored quite good... Except for humanities and language of course...
But Now I Know That If I can Do This Good From Last Minute revision, Who Is to say i Can't Be Better If I Continuous Revise Everyday... So Don't Give Up..
I Can Tell All Of you Frankly That i will not be performing up to standard for this Prelim.. Too Much That don't understand and too much that i can't grasp... i would be lucky if i can get an 80 for chem and science(phys,bio). Even for E Math...
Haizz ...
But Now I Know That If I can Do This Good From Last Minute revision, Who Is to say i Can't Be Better If I Continuous Revise Everyday... So Don't Give Up..
I Can Tell All Of you Frankly That i will not be performing up to standard for this Prelim.. Too Much That don't understand and too much that i can't grasp... i would be lucky if i can get an 80 for chem and science(phys,bio). Even for E Math...
Haizz ...
Its is not impossible for you to achieve that grade jiayang.. Nothing is impossible... In Secondary 2 And 3 i wasn't performing up to standard too...l1r5 was pretty high.. I didn't really care much about studies till sec4 mid term. Seriously, i rarely did an revision for my studies at all, just homework... After that, i would just be watching tv or playing the computer. When The Mid term started, i started to panic. So, I put my heart into studying the FULL subject for the exam on the next day,
(E.g. If Tmr is Chem, I Will Study The Whole CHem Textbook)
I Scored quite good... Except for humanities and language of course...
But Now I Know That If I can Do This Good From Last Minute revision, Who Is to say i Can't Be Better If I Continuous Revise Everyday... So Don't Give Up..
I Can Tell All Of you Frankly That i will not be performing up to standard for this Prelim.. Too Much That don't understand and too much that i can't grasp... i would be lucky if i can get an 80 for chem and science(phys,bio). Even for E Math...
Haizz ..
But Now I Know That If I can Do This Good From Last Minute revision, Who Is to say i Can't Be Better If I Continuous Revise Everyday... So Don't Give Up..
I Can Tell All Of you Frankly That i will not be performing up to standard for this Prelim.. Too Much That don't understand and too much that i can't grasp... i would be lucky if i can get an 80 for chem and science(phys,bio). Even for E Math...
Haizz ..
Too All, Don't Give Up Just Because You are failing or not doing up to standard..
You Will Only be a failure if you dont try to fight.
Instead Of Giving Yourself Reasons Why You Can't, Give Yourself Reasons Why You Can.
You Will Only be a failure if you dont try to fight.
Instead Of Giving Yourself Reasons Why You Can't, Give Yourself Reasons Why You Can.
So Don't Give Up!!
Monday, August 10, 2009
Well, I Wasted The Week End Watching Charmed....
Funny Thing, I Dreamt That I Was Writing This. And Now I Am..
Magic Attracts My Attention... My Mind Is Wild....
Funny Thing, I Dreamt That I Was Writing This. And Now I Am..
Magic Attracts My Attention... My Mind Is Wild....
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Moving On... Trapped In Darkness...
"Where Am I?"...
"Who Are You?"....
"What Is This Place?"...
I Asked Myself... Am I Still Human? Am I Still On Earth?
So Many Questions, So Little Time to Get Answers...
Out Of The Silence,
"Don't Be Afraid... Close Your Eyes..Let Your Heart Take To The Place You Want To Be... Sssshhhh... Follow Your Heart"
"Where Am I?"...
"Who Are You?"....
"What Is This Place?"...
I Asked Myself... Am I Still Human? Am I Still On Earth?
So Many Questions, So Little Time to Get Answers...
Out Of The Silence,
"Don't Be Afraid... Close Your Eyes..Let Your Heart Take To The Place You Want To Be... Sssshhhh... Follow Your Heart"
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What Does It Mean? Beats Me... Maybe One Day I'll Understand...
Hmm... Nowadays, I'm just pondering when will nature fully eliminate me.. Or Will it? Maybe i'm just over thinking things... It does make sense, doesn't it? If Gaia removes animals that affect the balance of nature, shouldn't humans be affected as well... i'm not saying i'm special or weird but things have been happening, signs have been appearing... Haizz... i'm so tried. Maybe One Day I'll meet the brothers in my dreams... if your smart, You can guess who the 3 brothers are...
Anyways Nights.. I'm tired... got to go back study...
Hmm... Nowadays, I'm just pondering when will nature fully eliminate me.. Or Will it? Maybe i'm just over thinking things... It does make sense, doesn't it? If Gaia removes animals that affect the balance of nature, shouldn't humans be affected as well... i'm not saying i'm special or weird but things have been happening, signs have been appearing... Haizz... i'm so tried. Maybe One Day I'll meet the brothers in my dreams... if your smart, You can guess who the 3 brothers are...
Anyways Nights.. I'm tired... got to go back study...
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Maybe The Truth Is Hard To Except...
Always Scared Of What My Actions May Lead To...
Its Like, For Example,
When I Drop A Ruler On The Floor, And I'm Too Lazy To Pick It Up, Thinking That Other People Will Pick It Up, These Will Come To My Mind:
I'm A Freak, Aren't I? Haha
That's Pretty Much What I Hate About Me... Its Over now... See a soon.
And To All Sec4 And 5, Good Luck For Your Prelims..
Always Scared Of What My Actions May Lead To...
Its Like, For Example,
When I Drop A Ruler On The Floor, And I'm Too Lazy To Pick It Up, Thinking That Other People Will Pick It Up, These Will Come To My Mind:
- What If Someone Slips On It When
- Holding A Knife
- Holding A Hot Plate Of Food
- Or Just Walking...
I'm A Freak, Aren't I? Haha
That's Pretty Much What I Hate About Me... Its Over now... See a soon.
And To All Sec4 And 5, Good Luck For Your Prelims..
Friday, August 7, 2009
I'm So Tired!
Well, Today Ended As Normal... We Got To Wear A Red Or white Tee To school... I was quite hesitant to wear red or white today. But it all went Well... i Don't Know If I Should Tell More People Of My Blog.
..... Its So Stressing. Btw From Tmr Onwards, I Wont Be Posting Personal Stuff.. But A Story. You'll See it soon... Haha I Know I Haven't Been Writing Much.
Listen To Music Here! Haha
Listen To Music Here! Haha
- -When A Woman Loves A Man
- -I'll Be There
- -How Great Thou Art
- -I Surrender All
- -Angel's Wings
- -Get Another Boyfriend
- -No Surprise
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Brian's Back... Hello... I Thought Of Making A Blog As i Didn't Want To Spend My Time Wasted On Crappy Stuff Like Playing Games Or Watching television... Well it took Me About An hour To Get this Page Up So I'll Turn In Now.. Nights...
Bye Bye.
Bye Bye.