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Age: 16 School: Well Lets Keep that A Secret Shall We? Birthday: 19 November Buddies Of Mine Adib Daron Na Daron Louis Gan Johnathan Chear Jia yang Izwandi Aifaa Hai Wen Chun Yang Jeniffer Chelsa Ting Hui Wan Peng Valerie Zoey Tan Lynn Ng From Church! Samuel Lim Amanda Tan Jonathan Chua(potato) David Links Previous Blog link Other Stuff Tag Me? Well Sure! *.* Archives *.* Created by God's Artist
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Friday, September 4, 2009 The Second Day Has Passed. So Inspiring. So Motivating. So Emotional. My Heart was filled with a lot of regret and disappointment. Tears rolled down my cheek, each representing the guilt i feel. For the first time ever in my life, i actually believed in myself and cast away my greatest fear, Judgment. When Trainer Amin told as to listen and sing along to Mariah Carey's Hero, It was the first time i ever sang out loud--> For anyone to hear that is. I didn't care what people think. I Love singing, i should do it. That is best thing i have gotten from this workshop, in addition to the wonderful learning techniques too... :) Anyways, After Hearing Hero, I Cant Stop singing it. I Started to sing another song the meant alot to me too. A Song that says what i Want to do... It Is Pretty Much EVERYTHING that i have got from this workshop.It goes like this:(Lyrics) I'm wiser now I'm not the foolish guy you used to know So long ago I'm stronger now I've learned from my mistakes which way to go And I should know I put myself aside to do it your way But now I need to do it all alone It's over now I cant go back to living through your eyes Too many lines And if you don't know by now I can't go back to being someone else Not anymore I never had a chance to do things my way So now it's time for me to take control I start again go back to one I'm running things my way Can't stop me now, I've just begun Don't even think about it There ain't no way about it I'm taking names, the ones of mine Yes I'm gonna take my turn It's time for me to finally stand alone, stand alone I am not afraid to try it on my own And I dont care if Im right or wrong Ill live my life the way I feel No matter what Im gonna keep it real you know Its time for me to do it See I'm not afraid This is the Song if you want to listen: Here This Course Has influence me so much. But the sad thing is, I wanted to speak up and raise my hand to speak about myself. But always, my fear of judgment held me down and when i finally gather enough courage to raise my hand, someone else did it first. I have to work on that alone. i had so many ideas to talk about. All my emotions bottled inside me, i feel like i'm going to explode. I'm really not exaggerating. I will just shout LOUD, if i really can't hold all this emotions back. |
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